| I'm not happy... God u hear me? I'm far n alone..stuck ...home arrest ... *SCREAMING MY HEART OUT* I hate to be part of this.. I wish I'm all alone.. not burdened by all these SHIT..Y can't God made me a stranger..to everyone.. Mum asked me to pray for her wen she's gone.. Praying as in religion-traditionally kind.. HOW AM I GONNA SAY NO? I was placed in a situation where I can't say NO..now she tinks it's okay to do these stupid ritual stuff.Now she wants me topray for all the relatives.. grannys n all.. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED to do... Y can't i just live a normal life like everyone else? Y do i have to worry so much for my parents on their behalf..Im no parents.. Y can't my mum tink fo other ppl... Y CAN't SHE STOP TALKING BT ABOUT OTHER PPL...im so afraid that I'm gonna be like her.. that last i asked for is to follow her footsteps.. I Love my family so much but I'm not exactly happy /..i wish i could change..the way things are at home.. I JUST CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE .. i can't confide to u...IM REALLY FRUSTRATED here.. |
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